The computer of the department is standing in the bookshelf at my house. I’ve awkwardly propped myself up behind this bookshelf to type this blog entry. A slight throbbing feeling in the back of my head and a relax feeling is the reminder of the amount of alcohol I had yesterday. I usually have an easier time writing my stories, but even these few sentences take a lot of effort.
The mumu yesterday was special as expected. Some fifty people came to my garden to say goodbye. As is customary in PNG we had a lot of speeches of people who have worked with over the past two years. Some speeches were quite emotional and it was good to see and hear what people think of me and the work I have done. When the mumu was finished we had a few beers (and some more) and some good stories.
I only took one picture today of this empty mumu pit. It signifies how I feel now. The pickings were rich and Mt Hagen has given me so much, but it is time for me to move on. I’ve build up my confidence again and I’m ready for a challenge like DWU.
PNG gave me the opportunity to integrate and I feel I did it well. Don’t get me wrong though; I know I will always be a white guy in PNG. A good reminder was that some of my PNG friends wouldn’t want to get close to my white friends during the mumu out of a fearful respect. I can see what colonialism and missionaries have achieved. I have kept on battling people wanting to treat me differently. Sadly though looking at how Highlanders can treat each other I sometimes think that the only reason volunteers can work here is that we get a form of wary respect because of our skin.
Today another volunteer asked me why I loved PNG so much. After consideration I found that the love and hate for it can change within a minute and this makes me truly feel alive here. But I also feel I can be an agent for change in this troubled country. I want to help a minority group like people with disabilities by providing this country with physiotherapists. There are also some unresolved issues with violence against women. Maybe I’ll have an opportunity to do something with this as well.
But first: The Netherlands. To everybody there; get ready for the new and improved me that hasn’t changed a bit.


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